Today I thought I could make some progress, get up take a shower like I'm going to work., run some errands. But my brain just doesn't want to cooperate with my mind, soemtimes it's just blank I mean literaly blank. I tried driving again today and couldn't do it. I can make major decisions like where to go, but the little ones like looking behind you before you back up, or going the wrong way down a one way street, or just sitting there at a light forgetting where your going...I feel locked in my body, my mind wants to do one thing but my brain isn't sure fast enough what to do....I don't feel like painting and the painting I just did below of me, I destroyed I couldn't look at it...